the things we think but do not say

talking the talk, design, social, travel, ChicagoJune 29, 2008 11:18 pm
Riding the el and no one looks happy about it

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.
Something that I’ve been meaning to tell you all about for months and months now, is finally ready to come out. The cat is officially out of the bag.

Starting tomorrow at 8am, I will become the new Lead Designer for the Chicago Transit Authority. I accepted this newly created position a couple of months back and I gave me notice to my studio (IDEO Chicago). While I thought it would be best to give me office the benefit of an extended lead time (mainly as I wanted to finish my final project properly and on good terms) I think that two months is way too long. After the announcement, everyone was initially sad to hear the news, then very soon after, people were like, ‘Are you still here?’…

I can say though, that my final project was a blast and the final presentation was a hit with the client (some very sweet doctors and administrators for a new children’s hospital in Orlando). My final day at IDEO was a huge rush of very many mixed emotions. Excitement, sadness, some disappointment and then huge excitement again. For seven years, landing in Chicago just before turning 25, IDEO became my life, my work and in many ways, helped define who I was. It was a crucible in which I learnt everything I know about what design means, what it’s capable of and what immense impact it can have to society. I will look back upon my time there with great fondness and never forget that I was lucky enough to have worked some of the brightest and best in the world.

So, wanna know more about this new CTA gig, huh? We to be honest, there’s only so much I can tell you as I still don’t know what it will all entail. Will I find frustration at the speed of bureaucratic process? Probably. Will I have a chance to have real impact here? Most definitely.

I still can’t quite believe that I managed to make this transition from design consultant to public servant. Did you know that the CTA carries about 1.5M people a day! Holy crap that’s a lot of people. And from what I’ve seen, many of them look about as happy as these people in the photo.

Watch this space. Wish me luck!

social, tech, connected, shoppingOctober 17, 2007 6:35 pm

This post comes in the very recent wake of my new iPod touch. It prompted me to pay more attention to my current media consumption methods and it brought light to the question of how to integrate such a unique device into my life.

As I mentioned in a previous post, my life is pretty full and it seems that since we cut out TV from our lives, my consumption of media has become… ’strategic’ for want of a better word. I have to plan for it. Since losing TV, I’m no longer passively just absorbing TV and letting it wash over me like a fog. For better or for worse I now have to seek it out and be very specific about what I watch, how I watch it and when I watch it. For the most part, this post is about visual media (TV shows, movies, video podcasts) and less about music.

So if I take casual TV enjoyment off the table for a second, how, you might ask, do you keep up with water cooler conversations? Well, I don’t. Or rather, I do a very bad job of it and I’m constantly going, “Who yo talking about?”. Quite honestly, the one thing I miss the most is TV commercials. And then that was only 1 in 10.

“But what about the news? How do you know what’s happening with Brittney’s custody case?” Well, to keep up with these hot news stories I usually just read the New York Times website and since setting it to my default home page on my browser, I’m about a hundred times more current with my affairs than I was even before I lost TV.

You see, now that I know that I’m missing out on TV (and all the secondary benefits) I’m now more conscious of getting what I need from it. Maybe there’s something inherent in reading news that’s written with a sense of perspective or had a moment of reflection that I like (NY Times) that’s never appealed to me when I watch reporting of something that’s happening as it happens. I just think the commentary is better.

And one unexpected outcome is the recent realisation that the mobile NY Times is really good. It’s the same content formatted into a single column for viewing on crappy smart phones. While I appreciate the effort it took to make the ‘real internet’ on my iPod touch, the ‘mobile internet’ works pretty well too. I might start to read the mobile Times on my Touch now. It just loads faster.

So, News is taken care of. Done.

What about TV shows? “How do you know what’s happening on Grey’s Anatomy?”

For this, I had an one word answer, Netflix. But after all our best intentions, Sara and I haven’t sat down to watch a DVD in weeks. Our current queue is sitting still and it’s no one’s fault, but getting both of us to sit down and chill out to watch a TV show is harder that it sounds.

I know that once our class is finished we’ll have more than a few minutes free, but it’ll quickly get filled up with things to do for our new house. But you see… this is where my iPod touch comes in handy.

I finally found a great, reliable method* to rip the DVDs from Netflix which makes it now perfectly possible for me to watch a movie/TV show/documentary or podcast in the two 30 mins commutes I make each day. It also means that I can turn around a DVD in a day since I can rip the DVD that night and watch it at my leisure. It’s like taking a laxative for our Netflix queue.

A very new tool that I’ve came across recently was the “Watch Instantly” service from Netflix. It’s amazing. Seriously cool and very addictive. I watched a marathon, back to back, almost full 48hrs of NBC’s Heroes Season 1 using this streaming service and I’m now hooked. Using IE (not Firefox) it streams DVD quality streaming content(using fancy Active X controls) to your laptop within 20 seconds. Not bad just as long as you can find the content you want, since the selection is a fraction of what you can find in their physical DVD library.

So as far as I’m concerned, that takes care of TV and movies. Which leaves me with music.

Well, I’m a self proclaimed music whore and I’m the kind of person where I consume music constantly and voraciously. (Does anyone voraciously do anything other than ‘read’?) I think I listen to about 3-5 new albums a week which for years just meant walking into Reckless records (in Chicago) and walking out with a stack of CDs. Now, I have to admit that my physical consumption of CDs has fallen over the years to a near drizzle when it was a down pour. But I’m listening to as much if not more as I ever did. And with every good or great album I listen to, I’m tell everyone I can to get the word out.

In this age of multiplicity in tastes and channels for the distribution, keeping abreast of your passions is harder than ever. You’d think it’d be easier, for me, the sense of ‘oooh man, I’m missed this gem of a band” is ever present in my mind. Between two friends who are way more on top of the scene than me (shout outs to Craig and Lucas!), Bleep.com, russian mp3 sites, Soulseek, Epitonic.com, myspace, Pitchfork, BBC 1Xtra and the iTunes music store (not for buying just browsing thanks), I can barely keep up.

For instance, I only just heard, “Some loud thunder” by ‘Clap your hands and say yeah’ for the first time today. For some indierockanistas (I just made that up), this is probably unthinkable to have slept on such seminal work… but then maybe ‘they’ think it’s all so derivative anyway…

I’m getting off topic here, um…

The point is that I’m still consuming music and I still love it. My last three iPods plus the new Touch have all supported my addiction and I’m sure that it’s not going to get any easier. Even before I carried an iPod, I used to rock a CD player that played mp3s (a full 650 megs worth!) I don’t expect that I’ll stop buying, recommending, and listening to new music any time soon.

On a side note, when I settle into my new house, I’m going finally plan, strategise, and roll out my long lived dream of a home music server. It’ll involve a fully working PC, with nothing else on it but iTunes, Firefox and a shit load of music. I think that somewhere in there, my Touch will act as a wi-fi remote control too. But more on that in the coming months.

So, in conclusion, while my Touch hasn’t completely changed the game in how I go about my media consumption, it certainly supports and extends what I do with it, how I do it and when I do it. Which I think is that name(s) of the game these days.

Give me control and I will consume it.

*Handbrake is a fantastic piece of open source, multiplatform software that makes this whole process super easy. It takes the DVD and makes Quicktime files where every works, with none of the issue of the usual issues, like, no audio or audio which skips. The best part is that the software has tons of handy presets, like iPod and iPhone. Neato.

talking the talk, social, connected, Chicago, weddingSeptember 4, 2007 8:47 pm



Sara on CBS News

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

So, this’ll be my last post about the proposal I promise*.

A week ago, a reporter from CBS Chicago News contacted Britton at the gallery. He asked if he could speak to me and Britton being the stand up guy that he is took the call and didn’t pass on my info straight away.

I spoke to the reporter later that day, and being the media whore that I am, I immediately agreed to an interview the following Tuesday. We arranged to meet back at the gallery. It was my first visit back to the space after the event.

Well, I’d love to tell you that it was a gritty, tough piece of Pulitzer Prize winning journalism. And I’d love to tell you that it wasn’t a classic, fluffy, heartwarming, Human Interest piece. But I can’t.

That being said, my favourite part the video is when he brings up one of the ‘viewing frames’ while his voice over talking. It was a sequence he shot while we were standing together, ‘just being ourselves’. Painfully embarrassing to film, as we had to just stand there, basically cuddling and laughing at nothing in particular, while the camera rolled.

The direct link to the video is here. Watch out for the closing line from Vince. Priceless.

*If I get on David Letterman, all bets are off.

A quick update on the proposal btw. The original post has now gotten over 450 comments and the video on YouTube has now been watched over 325,000 times. Holy crap. It’s still amazing to me the enormously positive response.

talking the talk, social, photography, connected, Chicago, weddingAugust 23, 2007 3:37 pm



yes.

Originally uploaded by emyduck.

After a few days of riding a huge internet wave, the flood of comments, links and hits are starting to calm down around here.

This tiny insignificant, gnat of a blog went from picking up accidental traffic from random Google image searches (not even real text searches!) to at one point, getting 18,000 hits in one hour. That was more hits than this blog has had in its entire lifetime.

Even though I mentioned this in my last post, I would like to take another opportunity to thank everyone for their support. Sara and I are still in shock over how much heartfelt goodwill this video has generated. We’re honored to have read so many lovely warm wishes.

Some of my favourite comments I read so far:

“You had me at laser cut foam core”
“the feel-good YouTube video of the summer”
“Just an all around feel good video. You watch this video - you’re gonna feel good!” as spoken in a strong southern drawl, by JohhnyTV.

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I’d like to acknowledge a few people whose support was critical in all of this:

Annette Ferrara, my friend the writer and art historian who dug the idea from the start. She was instrumental in helping me find a gallery to host the event.

Britton Bertran (from 40000), for being such a supportive gallery owner and idea patron. Throughout the build and during our initial talks, he was able to give really helpful constructive design critique that made the installation so much more stronger. I think that any artist would do well to have Britton in their corner.

Eli Robb, for his performance on the night of the opening. He brought the artiste, Serge Gandaora to life. The black cut-off t-shirt was a nice touch.

To all my friends that were so good for playing along with the ruse. In particular, I’d like to thank Emily (who also took the photo above). Also to her husband, Craig for his fantastic photos of the night that I used for the video. Also to Erin and Chad for their photos.

And to John Grimley and Matt in the studio for helping me understand how to use the bench drill and for letting me borrow the tools from the IDEO workshop.
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And now some answers to the growing list of FAQ:

The soundtrack is by the Icelandic band, Sigur Ros. The song is called Sæglópur from their album, Takk. Please don’t sue me Sigur Ros! I love your song and think of all the people that now do too.

Everyone at the gallery that night was in on the plan. But I think there were a few people who walked in off the street, thinking it was a real opening. Thanks, random people, for making the event look more “real.”

“My Early Muir Owl” is an anagram of “Will you marry me.”
“Serge Gandaora” is an anagram of “george and sara”.

The white ‘art’ on the walls were the original 3′ x 2′ foam core sheets that I used to cut out the letter forms.

I only got one paper cut during the entire build.

The installation took about 24 hours in total. 4-6 hours each day over four days.

How the installation was made:
Each base was cut from a few bits of spare MDF with a circular saw bit on a bench drill.
The tall rods were made from 8′ length of aluminium screen door frames cut to length. Each stroke of the letter forms was a made from stacks of identical cutouts or folded together from a flattened ‘net’.

The full ‘artist statement’ written by Eli/Serge can be found here.

Sara said yes!

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In the end of all this, we’re just glad we can share our happiness.

talking the talk, socialAugust 20, 2007 10:20 pm



Sara’s engagement ring-36535

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

If I could have imagined the response to the news of my engagement to Sara, I would have wholly underestimated the sheer flood of comments, well wishes, emails and slaps on the back we got.

I’m completely floored. If planning and making the installation wasn’t distracting enough, watching over 15,000 130,000 almost 200,000 people , read the story and see the video has been even worse.

Thank you to everyone that have sent their congratulations.
And sorry to all the single guys that now hate me. If your woman starts hinting, get sketching.

I’m available for wedding proposals consultations. My rates are competitive!

talking the talk, music, design, social, photography, connectedAugust 14, 2007 10:50 am



iPhone details-0394

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

Ugh.

Whenever I think I’m free of it’s grasp, I realise that it has still got a hold on me.

Why oh why must I be haunted by you?

Why must you be so damn attractive?

Why must you be such a compelling experience?

Ugh.

I thought the other day, wouldn’t it be cool to show someone your latest photos on this thing? It sure would dumbass. That’s what Stevie J wants you to think! But wouldn’t it be cool to just keep up on just those few blogs and sites you read each day without booting up your laptop? Yup. But wouldn’t it be cool to be able to only carry one device that had a camera, mp3 and phone in it? ARGH!

Damn you iPhone. Your day of reckoning will come…

social, photography, ChicagoJuly 25, 2007 10:52 am



Pitchfork 2007 Sunday-34214

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

My little photo essay about the fans of Pitchfork went live earlier this week on Gapers’ Block. Wahoo!

As previously posted about on this blog, I wanted to present a photo story from the other side of the stage.

Check it out the Gapers’ Block slide show here.

social, photography, ChicagoJuly 17, 2007 9:09 am



Pitchfork 2007 Saturday-33495

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

I wanted to share a collection of photos from this past weekend. This is a series of portraits taken during Pitchfork that tells the other side of the performances; the people who are there to watch, listen and experience the shows. I think it gives some context to the event and it reminds me that just because I wore a ‘press pass’, I’m still just a fan.

The slideshow starts here.

music, social, photography, ChicagoJuly 16, 2007 11:45 am

This weekend featured two new types of photography for me: on Friday night, my first proper wedding (where I didn’t know the couple at all) and then my first indie rock concert on Saturday and Sunday. All in all, I was taking photos, thinking of taking photos, and running to get to a new place to take photos for 72hrs.

While it was exciting to take photos at the wedding, it’s hard to compare it to a two day long concert where over 30 of the hottest bands are playing. I was lucky enough to be the photographer for Gapers Block (a Chicago centric webzine) which gave me the all important “Press Pass” to the gigs. And I can tell you I was surprised how many layers of ‘exclusivity’ there is. At the bottom is the lowly, ticker holding punter of course. Then there’s student volunteer crew members, then there’s the regular crew, then there’s the press, then there’s the press with yellow stickers (for photo access), then there’s VIP, then there’s security, then there’s Artist, and then there’s Pitchfork management that truly have ‘All Area Access’. Oh and there’s all manner of combinations too.

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Despite the layered cake of permissions and access, my ‘press pass + yellow sticker’ did let get to places that I would never have seen in the past as a normal concert goer. This manifests itself mainly in the form of the ‘Press pit’ which is a rather sweaty way to call the gap of space caught between the main stage and the crowd. I don’t know if I ever noticed before, but if you’re all the way up the front of the crowd, you’ll see all the press photographers all running around switching lens or switching camera bodies trying to get the best line of sight. Since I’m not a ‘hardened veteran’ to all this yet, I spent more than a few moments at each stage, taking photos of the press crew as they would dive in and out of each others way. Somehow, instinctively each photographer knew just how much room they need to position themselves, get the shot and not be in someone else’s way at the same time. And naturally, it’s also the best place to see the band as you’re less than ten feet from the artists. Good for photographers and great for photographers who are also fans of the bands.

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While this is might not be true at all concerts, the photography policy at Pitchfork was a strict, ‘first three songs’ limit. I still don’t have any idea why this was in place. But the effect put every photographer into an urgent rhythm It also means that you can’t arrive late, or you’ll be shooting from the crowd which could mean being back a couple of hundred feet. Not good. Even with a 70-200L f2.8 lens plus 1.4 tele-extender, you’re basically screwed for any getting any decent facial expressions.

And while this was true for the two main stages, Aluminum and Connector, all sorts of security breaches were happening at the Balance stage. The Balance stage for the last couple of years was treated as the runt of the litter, being off to the side of the main park. Last year, someone had the idea of providing shade for everyone in the sweltering temperature but unfortunately this only created a heat sink since the tent didn’t really let the steam produced by several thousand sweaty ravers to escape. Thankfully this year saw no tent.

All of Saturday, I soon realised that I could rely upon the guys on security at the Balance stage to let me and every other press photographer do their work. At any time, for as long as we wanted. We even got to go backstage where we could hang out with the artists, get a cold drink and very importantly, use their clean porta potty. None of the heavy handed security douche bags from the other two main stages were here. Just the cool ones. Yeah for the Balance stage! And all this sweet dealyness was going great for everyone involved until Dan Deacon played his set last Saturday afternoon, where everything went nuts.

Now remember that the layout goes like this: the band plays on the stage, then there’s a four foot wide gap where the press photographers shoot from, then the front of the crow starts and goes back hundreds of feet. Three distinct zones. But for Dan Deacon, this was way too conventional. He managed to play his set from within the crowd itself, right at the front, up against the fence. Unfortunately, I get only wind of this when I arrived late and there’s a road block of people all jammed up. I start to assert my ‘press pass’ powers and shove my way to the entrance. I then see what the deal is with Dan’s set and also see that all the press photographer’s are now jam packed in the press pit, shooting ‘backwards’ toward the crowd to get shots of Mr. Deacon. Which meant that it was SOL.

Then it hit me! The only place for me to go now is onto the stage! Since no one is using it, I might as well use it to give me a good overlooking vantage point. So I shove my way to the stage staircase with some other later press shooters who have the same idea. And this is where my luck came in. I’d made friends with one of the crew earlier that day and as we all approach, he say’s, “No one getting up on the stage. No photographers allowed.”

“I’m letting only two in. You and you. Go!”

I scramble up onto the stage, I take the closest corner and start to scope out the sprawling mess of activity in front of me and it’s just plain insane. Dan is screaming into a microphone, and completely surrounding him are three thousand people all going nuts hanging on his every word. Immediately below me, in the press pit is the rest of the press shooters fighting to get a clear shot of Dan and his iPod shuffle (no joke). And every second I’m up on stage shooting down into the crowd and Dan Deacon, I’m thinking two things, “I can’t believe what I’m seeing” and “If anyone gets hurt they won’t be found until the morning”.

Total, complete, chaos with a heavy electronic beat in the background. What an experience.

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For the rest of the night and all of next day, the security tightened up like a drum and to over compensate for yesterday’s debacle, the security on the Balance stage started to enforce not only the three song limit, but a new ‘four photographer’s at a time’ rule. Great. So you’ve now got three songs, about 12 minutes, spread out over a dozen photographers who now have to take turns. That gives you about 60-90 seconds each.

What do these people want from me?

Since this is not a very sustainable situation and I have a full shot list from this one stage to do, I come up with a new strategy. A strategy that only a rookie like me could have come up with it seemed as I didn’t see anyone else try it.I remember thinking during the Girl Talk set the night before, the people in the crowd are in the best position to take photos since us photo chumps were stuck on the side lines waiting to be blessed with a minute of access. So I said, sod it, I’m joining the crowd!

It takes a lot of jostling, a lot of ‘excuse me!’ and a lot of not too subtle camera nudging to work my way through the crowd and eventually I find myself at the front of the crowd, right up against the low fence that previously separated me from the crowd. And let me tell you, life on the other side is totally different. Rather than fighting for a spot to shoot from, you’re fighting for room to jump around to. I think sometime after getting my fancy schmancy press pass, I forgot what it was like to just be a fan.

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For the next four hours, I hung out with three thousand other fans and danced, screamed, jumped and took photos like everyone else, to The Cool Kids, Cadence Weapon, and The Field. The strategy only really paid off when the final show on the Balance stage was kicked in. Klaxons is a English rock band that is apparently making kids krazy everywhere they play. And due to the fact that everyone in the crowd was really, really into the band and going totally nuts when they started their set, security wasn’t letting any press take photos for at least the first two songs. Since I was already embedded as part of the crowd, they happily admitted that they couldn’t stop me from getting my shots of the band.

And while in theory this plan sounded smart, getting in focus shots of the band in near total darkness (shooting at ISO 3200) with the weight of thousands of fans crushing you against a metal railing while supporting 10lbs of camera and lens, is not easy. Eventually they let the press in but by then I was already done and ready to be extracted. Security was kind enough to pull me out of the crush. The night ended on De La Soul on the main stage, but I’m going to remember those Krazy Klaxon fans for a long time.

The artists featured are:
Saturday
Ken Vandermark’s Powerhouse Sound, Califone, William Parker Quartet, Grizzly Bear, Battles, Fujiya & Miyagi, Professor Muder, Clipse, Dan Deacon, Girl Talk, Yoko Ono
Sunday
Deerhunter, Fred Lonberg-Holm’s Lightbox Orchestra, Menomena, Junior Boys, Nomo, Sea and Cake, Jamie Lidell, The Cool Kids, Cadence Weapon, Klaxons, De La Soul

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All in all, a throughly thrilling, fantastic, ear drum ringing weekend of photography.

A slideshow of photos from Saturday.

A slideshow from Sunday is now up!

talking the talk, socialJanuary 15, 2007 11:34 am



cowboy coffee

Originally uploaded by georgeaye.

When I started working as a designer straight after college, I was fortunate enough to get a real design job in London, at a real design company.

It was exhilarating, thrilling and the fruition of a dream of mine for many years. And one of my clearest memories of my first day was realizing how much everyone in the studio drank coffee. I saw it as a low barrier to becoming a designer.
As strange as it seemed to some, coffee had never had much draw for me as a student. I found the taste too bitter and had on occasion given me headaches.

While standing in the small kitchen at my new design studio, I watched as cup after cup of the sticky black stuff got guzzled down. I then said to myself, “Well shit, I better start drinking coffee too!”

And so I did.

I became a frequent visitor to Pret A Manger, in Islington, and ordered a small mocha (and occasionally a chocolate croissant) every day. It’s still my favourite order.

But now, after nearly eight years of steady, determined, caffeine hydration (an oxymoron since it’s a diuretic), I’m calling it quits. I’m done. I’m on the wagon. I’m going cold turkey.

Ok. So maybe not completely cold turkey. More like room temp. turkey. But god damn it I’m addicted to the stuff. Somewhere along the way, I stopped drinking the stuff because I liked it, and started drinking it purely out of habit. Out of need and out of a lack of imagination. I like to have something warm in the morning, so like a weirdo, I’m starting to consider drinking soup next.

The worst part was that since I had trained my body to drink it each morning and afternoon, on the weekends when I didn’t get regular access to it, I wound up with a stinking headache by around 2pm. Around New Year, I figured this madness has got to stop.

So, it’s been a dramatic two weeks of caffeine reduction and it’s going well. I don’t know if I would have called it an extreme addiction, as some other fellow designers I’ve met, but my frequent headaches were definitely a sign of chemical withdrawal. And that’s just crap.

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One other coffee memory now comes to mind, as I finish the post.

I was in New York for my first time when I was in the middle of college (in England). I was completely enamored and enthralled by the sheer energy of the city. I loved it. And when I had a chance to get some time to walk around on my own, I got it in my head that I really wanted to ‘order an espresso’ like I imagined all New Yorkers did! I still don’t know many Americans that even like espresso.

So I found myself a small coffee shop and sheepishly ordered an espresso and a muffin trying to be terribly New-York-centric and grown up. What a twat. I sipped my chic espresso and immediately got a massive headache. I tried to sweeten my palette with the muffin, but realized I had ordered a bran muffin! Argh! My headache continued to swell for the rest of the day.

I realize now how my I’ve held such a strong romantic image of coffee in my mind for so long. And now it’s got to stop.

So…

I’m done. I’m calling it quits. I’m on the wagon.

Soup is the new Black (coffee).